So, with everything that is going on with work, I am a bit depressed. I am also pretty stressed out, which has the obnoxious 'downward spiral' quality to it. As in: I am stressed out, so I get tongue tied, which stresses me out..... I am starting to feel like I sound like a stroke patient. I will start a sentence, get the words out of order, realize I have the words out of order, and try to fix it, which just makes it worse; or-- my personal favorite start one word, and finish another. For example the sentence: I'm sending you a link to print a return mailing label, comes out: I'm sending you a prink to lint a label....
I feel invisible unless I am making a fool of myself.
And then when my husband and family DO notice I am here, I instantly regret it.
Poor guys, they can't win for losing with me these days. It's never enough, or its waaaaaaaaay too much.
I give. I'm done. I am going to bed.
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