Tuesday, June 7, 2011

The no good, no fun, very bad day.

Today was one of those days that, while on the surface was nothing remarkable, entirely sucked in my own head. Every call made me angry or frustrated. I cried all over the one person who just wanted to tell me I was doing a good job.

My goal for the day at this point is to take a walk, and go to bed at a decent hour.


Here's hoping some exercise and a good night's sleep make for a better tomorrow.



I am connected to my Divine. I am connected to my Divine. I am connected to my Divine. I am connected to my Divine. I am connected to my Divine.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Once upon a time...

Once upon a time, there lived a beautiful Princess in a fabulous castle with her charming Prince, and their 3 perfect children.

Well, not exactly, but I'm working on it. Like everyone else I have ever known, I am a work in progress. I am not beautiful, nor am I now, or have ever been a princess. My husband, while charming, is not a prince. My children.... well.... I think they are completely fabulous, but I am their mother, I am supposed to. I admit that I am a bit biased when it comes to my kids.

I may complain about them, and you may not. They are mine and I love them. Faults and all (when I can see their faults, that is.)

I currently work in a call center (don't hate, it's all in-bound calls, customer service related, no sales.) and I mostly like my job. It pays the bills..... most of the time, and rarely do I cry on my way home from work, as I have working elsewhere.

I am a Mother.
I am a Wife.
I am a Sister.
I am a Pagan.
I am a Friend.
I am a Bitch.
I am Bi-Polar.

These are how I currently "self-identify". I am, as I said, a work in progress. I hope to use this blog to see more of myself, from my own perspective, as opposed to the reflection I see of myself when others look at me. Someday, I would like to add to this list: Creative, Confident, Beautiful, Self Possessed, Writer, and who knows what else I may find if I dig down in there far enough.

For now, I am.... In Search of My Reflection.